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Olivia aka Via-J

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blue high heelz [30 Dec 2005|12:05am]
sometimes i wish my life was like a fairytale
something in a song
i listen 2 ray j as he's aiming toward the pretty girlz
the ones pretty on the outside
not the inside
i wonder
if anyone will look at
my blue hig heelz
and be like that song
i wonder... i wonder...
will i ever b someone's lucky girl
will someone stop me in my tracks
and tell me how beautiful i am
i doubt it...
no one wants to carry all this ugliness i feel
i wish i could be someone's
blue high heeled girl
stoppin a nigga
DEAD in his tracks.

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pictahz of my xmas presents... [29 Dec 2005|07:47pm]
[ mood | chipper ]



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...ok...an update. [22 Dec 2005|09:27pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

Well, my winter break has been going very well. I am knitting frantically and I'm getting everything I wanted for Christmas, except a boyfriend, but enough about that. I am sooo addicted to MySpace and making a whole buncha layouts and jazz, BUT I DO HAVE ICONS!!!

hit 100x100 icons and ur set!

I went to the mall yesterday and I bought a TON of stuff, including a lamp and a $60 halter top!!!! That is how i roll! Well, look for more icons and be actually updating often!

i less than three you all! <3 u all!


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I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [20 Dec 2005|02:21pm]
Yes, i am back on lJ. i'm bored so i might as well. HOLLER!!!!!!!!!!


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damn i look fine! [11 Nov 2005|03:02pm]
don't cha wish that u were hot like meeeeee??
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Photobucket [11 Nov 2005|02:57pm]
This is a test post from Photobucket.com

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I GOT MY CAMERA!!! [05 Nov 2005|08:26pm]


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these scores make me wanna cry...goodbye Berklee...(SAT) [30 Oct 2005|08:36pm]
[ mood | sad ]

critical reading : 440
math : 540
writing : 400
^ scale of 200-800

essay : 7
^ scale of 2-12

on a lighter note
hiphopviolizt's Halloween party:

adidasgirl2006 dressed as the Awkward Power Ranger. that should be carries
elissaraquel dressed as Dick Cheney. damn republican
glassonion11 dressed as a safety for the Browns. OH YA FOOTBALL!
hepi_kris dressed as Ted Kennedy. damn kennedy
lliquidfire8917 dressed as Gabrielle Union. shes pretty
mage_sama dressed as a Hixson & FreytesLtd. employee.
qchan didn't even show up and doesn't get any candy. what a loser...j/p!
snowredrose dressed as Dan Brown's mother-in-law.
supa_sempai dressed as a pilot. a hot seksi pilot-chan
wickedcaitsith dressed as your mother-in-law. i don't have 1

Throw your own party at the Hallomeme!
Created with phpNonsense

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maybe not a car but a digital camera will do! [28 Oct 2005|02:38pm]
Facebook me!

i am buying this camera. isn't it cute!!! i will have enough money in around the next couple of weeks! yay!!!! i will take mad pictures and then post them into my photobucket!! until then, i am just hoping that i can get my pay check on tuesday so i can ahve it by friday hopefully. i have to work on tuesday, a double, but its ok. my friend Irfan and i might go 2 the mall tomorrow after my studio rehearsal...I GET 2 C TRISTY WISTY!! i gotta print out that pic...well, thats all 4 my world today. i plan on changing the layout soon cuz i am single again!


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its official : i'm getting a car! [24 Oct 2005|09:33am]
[ mood | relieved, its a make-up day! ]

my mom said that i was doing to much and that i needed to get a car to do what i need to do. i don't know when, where, or what kinda car. all i know iz that it'll be used!!! lol. i do something everyday xcept friday...

Monday : Therapy
Tuesday : Training Orch (work)
Wednesday : Lesson (viola)
Thursday: Prep Tring Orch (work)
Sunday : KJSO rehearsal

ya...that's a lot! i really want a pontiac sunfire but i'm gonna like whatever they give me!

i'm also thinking about buying a digital camera, then it'll be mine. i have a photo gallery and Sadie is taking all of the pictures and that's not cool. I can't wait until i get it cuz i'll take pictures of KJSO kids, Prep kids, and my peepz @ skool...and my boyfriend...lol =). i'm also gonna get a new mp3 player for xmas, cuz mine sux! the power button doesn't work.

well, my myspace is crackin, my website is back up, my portfolio is updated, my poetry site is wonderful, and my LJ is being blogged on!!


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long time no post. got a lot to talk about... [22 Oct 2005|08:00pm]
[ mood | in wuv ]

i took the ACT 2day. saw Ben Quintel n a couple other ppl. the test went ok. i called my boyfriend today and i ordered my class ring. i have rehearsal 2morow and i'll talk 2 my b/f 2morrow 2. oh, y'all dont know who my b/f iz now do yaz...lol. His name is Neal and hes a TENOR (in choir)!!!!!!!! He's 15 and a sophomore. he asked me out... so cute isn't it. i couldn't say no!

i'm gonna update daily if i remember...i do have a job ya know...

<3 ya all!


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i shall update more... [12 Oct 2005|10:26am]
[ mood | blah ]

hopefully. i'm now in computer class, i have lesson today, and i have to redo my spanish quiz and test. i still have to read and myspace isn't working very well, that made me pissed. i love my myspace, just like i loved livejournal. it was my everything. now, it has shifted and lj has been put on the back burner thanx to streetdesigners.com.

get a facebook and a myspace....

i love u all!


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thing from monica'z LJ [01 Oct 2005|04:17pm]
[ mood | calm ]

A- Age you lost your virginity: hopefully 17 or 18...

B- Birthday: dec 16 SO GET ME A PRESENT...lol j/p...it would be nice.

C- Dream Car: ferrari x360 in carnation pink with a pink, black, n silver interior

D- Dad's name: Joe (same az Monica'z lol)

E- Easiest person to make you laugh: i dunno, Jon

F- Food you eat most: chips and kool-aid

G- Any encounter with ghosts?: no.

I- Interesting fact people don't know about you: i'm addicted to this sliky stuff on blankets.

J- Jumped in a pool with all your clothes on? ya, we didn't have swimsuits

K- Kissing with eyes open or closed? closed...

L- Last time you did something "bad": i smoked...again

M- Most memorable moment you can think of in a minute: ????

N- Nickname: Pimpslice & Livvy (kyle), Pretti Ricki & Boothead (Jenna), Via

O- What's your most valued possession? My viola

P- Person you last talked to on the phone: Jon

Q- Quote that you feel represents you right now: "sex and violins" - miri ben-ari

R- What are you allergic to? nufin

S- Song you last sang out loud: so fresh so clean - pretty ricky

T- Time you woke up today: 8:30 am

U- U like to sing soft or loud? loud

V- Vegetable you hate most: artichokes

W- What are you most afraid of? a lot

X- X-rated love life? yes....

Y- Yellowcard or Green Day? yellowcard.

Z- Zodiac Sign: sagittarius


i shall update u on my life more often...

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miri ben-ari frickin rox! [24 Sep 2005|09:08pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

i think i'ma start thinkin seriously, i'ma do a hip-hop bach suite!!! woooo! now i need a rapper, so ASHA!!! ::screams::ASHAAAAAAAA!!!!!:: i don't think he can hear me. wait...i heard something...lol

i write poetry on staff paper with the alto clef as my pencil.


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they always talkin' [16 Sep 2005|09:29pm]
ppl were very mean to my boots today, such as praying for them and spilling a garbage can on them. can't we all just get along?? note : this is a VERY long poem...

They Always Talkin'

they always wanna talk
like they ain't got on
of their own.
they always wanna dis
someone not of their kind.
they always wanna front
to show they can hang,
but they don't know
the extent
of other people's pain.
they always hatin
on someone else's
fashion statement
when their's ain't the shit either.
callin people names,
tellin them it's ugly
when they just mad
cuz they ain't as cute as you.

i'ma senior this year.
it's been 6 fucking years of
trials and
from hell.
they call me Celie
but then they learn
that i'm reading the book
and Celie sticks up
for herself.
she tells that son of a bitch to
fuck off
and thats what i'm tellin u.
sometimes i feel like
the hunchback of k-central
with everyone against me.
But it's senior year
and this mami gonna shine.
i'ma be on homecoming court
lookin gorgeous
in my dress
on that football field.
the whole world is against me.
like kanye say,
"hater niccas marry
hater bitches and have
hater kids.
i made a mil myself
and i'm still myself"
i always look in the mirror
2 save myself
if i need help.
cuz i am my only best friend.
me, myself, and i.
3 different personalities
like a schizophrenic,
i'm insane,
literally tainted, broken inside
from all the hate they
seem to give me.
they don't realize that no
can look like halle berry
with an ass like j.lo
and boobs like pam anderson.
the world is filled with different people.
fat, black, skinny, white, pretty, ugly,
we're all the same.
we all got something
tainted about us.
the colombine kids got teased
and they shot up the place.
well, i'ma shoot up the place
with my fury, my wrath
upon y'all bitches.
i'ma burn this mutha fuckin place
down to ashes
of hate and rage
that they receive
when they hurt other people.
they're always acting like they're the shit
when they are shit.
i hate is so much.
why can't people
like other people
for who they are,
like me?
i rarely call someone ugly
cuz i know how it feels.
they ain't gon bring me down
i am stronger than all that
petty shit they give me.
cuz i do have a low self-esteem.
the taintedness of my soul
cries black tears
of sorrow
as black as the moon
on the darkest side.
so dark, it is invisible
to the hater's eye
because if u show emotion,
then they'll get u
even more than b4,
cuz itz a chain reaction
of satisfaction for them.
tellin me 2 shut up
and other crazy shit.
it's only cuz i'm different.
the only thing that's gonna change me,
is someone else different...


p.s. i start my job 2morow!!!

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me and asha... [14 Sep 2005|08:19pm]
i think we're gonna end up doing some type of duet! today we were in drama singin kanye west together!!!! oh frickin ya!!! he'z cute 2, but i don't like him like that...nor Casey...even tho he'z cute 2.

i aint sayin i'ma gold digger, but i aint messin wit no broke nicca...lol

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musical pplz... [13 Sep 2005|06:16pm]
GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!

i hope every1 trying out will make it and i will so come watch you guys if u give me times and dates!!!



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tune-up camp... [10 Sep 2005|06:57pm]
I MET MAD PPL! and i am AGAIN, the only black...but its okay cuz i have asians that love me! lots of PORTAGE KIDZ and stuff! we r playing reely cool music so if u want to have a ticket i'm selling them so JUST ASK, OKAY! i have 2 kjso best friends Zack that plays bass, he knows all my st. joe bass pplz, and Alex, he's last chair without a stand partner, JUST LIKE MY FIRST YEAR!!! awww. so i made him feel better. well, i'ma go chill wit mah fam-lay! holla @cha girlie!

and my phone almost died...

<3 Via!

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no musical 4 me.... [07 Sep 2005|07:56pm]
[ mood | excited ]


it iz with the Prep and Training Orchestras and i won't be able to do musical...sry guys but i'm gettin paid $8 AN HOUR!!!!! whooo! ::dances::


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issues. [01 Sep 2005|07:59pm]
as i listen to silent typing keys
of a friend in need,
i think about my own issues
and try to make them feel better.
he has girl issues.
i have guy issues.
we're all the same on the inside,
we ALL have issues.
he writes when he's depressed
and alone.
he doesn't want to hurt anymore.
no drama,
no bullshit,
no lies,
no blood,
no pain...
you are ur only best friend...
and u know the pain u feel
when some breaks your heart.
u feel broken,
tainted inside...
u want all the pain 2 go away,
so u take those pills,
get that razor,
bite ur nails...
just 2 show that physical pain
goes away,
but interally,
your shattered.

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